OK, my life hasn’t been all fun. Rock bottom was hit in late 2015. That actually was near the end of that year. You could say my then husband left me. We were living in a section 8 housing complex for the elderly and disabled. I never caught him cheating, and I wasn’t doing any of that stuff myself.) actually, there’d be times when he’d leave me—going to visit our friends, who lived on the same floor; however, he wouldn’t return for a day or more. Before leaving, he’d force me to choose between letting him help or being on my own. He’d give me an ultimatum. Of the several times he walked out on me, there was a few instances where he’d mentally break down—blaming it on me. I’m glad I’m out of that mess. I’m now with the most amazing guy, who I unconditionally love. Our love for one another grows more and more day by day. He wants to accompany me to any of my appointments—that is, when my mom is available to take me. I hope he can come with me at 9AM Wednesday to my appointment for getting my new AFOs made.
I can’t wait until Sunday. It’s a short ride (45 minutes to my parents’ house in Walworth, Wisconsin. Just hop on interstate 47 for a bit, then hit highway 14/Northwest Highway. In no time fat, we’ll arrive at my mom’s hous—Sean and I. she’s inviting us up to spend the day—working in the yard, as long as the rain and chilly weather stay away. Ultimately, this is something we’re both looking forward to, as we haven’t been away from Deer Path—for long, other than when Mom runs us to do shopping, go out to eat, or if one of us has a doctor appointment. It’s going to be a nice change of scenery. Sure, we’ll have to bring our meds with us, but it’ll be a day off from the same old food. Home cooking’s what we seek, before my mom’s schedule gets busy with the puppy. Our help with him, I know she’ll seek. It’ll give Sean a change of scenery—learning new territory, feeling free and not closed from the world. I think we both are ready for this weekend getaway.
When I moved to Deer Path last year, I had a crush on one guy in particular. I was lonely at the time, just looking for friendship. Because of the issues that happened in my parriage, it was hard for me to be able to trust another guy with my life again. Honestly, I didn’t really want to have to re-live the pain that I’d been through all over again. Having my hear broken once already was more than enough for me. I am now going to admit something that no one else would probably believe. When I first saw Sean “MixingK” Keffer from a distance, I had a crush on him for sure. I wondered if getting to know him was going to fill the emptiness. I could tell that he was probably feeling emptiness, too. Nothing was more amazing than finally being able to meet the guy that I’d been thinking about—only seeing him from a little distance away. Now, I couldn’t be happier. We’re together forever. Who knows what else will come our way. I want to marry the guy I had a crush on some day. I have a crush on you still, Sean Keffer. Nothing’s ever going to change that—no matter what obstacles may come our way. I hope we can remain together forever—needless of whatever health challenges either one of us could possible endure throughout our lives. I am glad we’ll be together forever, having many an-adventure. Mom wants us to come by next weekend. Still no further details about that trip. All I know is it’ll be a good time, needless of how we do it. It’ll be ful being with the guy I love. Nothing would make me happier. I won’t have a care in the world because the two of us fit perfectly together—like a new baseball glove.